ok here is the truth...
i have been neglecting my blog duties
why??...
not because i didnt have time since i did have two weeks off recently
not because i wanted to create some dramatic effect
and not because i have so much to keep to myself
the truth...
pure laziness and lack of motivation to type out my life
I have so much to say that I have been putting it off longer and longer to avoid the finger typing cramps only creating a more massive problem for myself.
so here is the deal...
I will type out the rest of a post i was writing earlier and get as much done as i can while i wait for my sister (Emi) and my dad to get from my one grandmothers house where i was just talking to them over skype to my other grandmas to that i may too try and talk to them on skype. This has been greatly needed since i have been a little depressed lately since i am missing out on my favorite things about summer, i am spending my birthday away from any of my friends or family or even away from Istanbul, and when i get back to the states i still will not be able to see/live with anyone because all of my friends will be gone! thats right gone! either graduated, mission, or married. This sucks. I have no one to room with and i have to start all over again! I am getting really tired of living my life one moment at a time with each moment being different and no one to go through time with me. Venting done.
but yes i will now go to the bathroom and then work on more posts. I will try to be better but no guarantees
Tomorrow i leave with my family to Cesme for two weeks. I hope this goes well and i get close in a good way to my family. This is also where i will spend my birthday. it is apparently the hot spot in Turkey to go for the summer, and know for windsurfing. Maybe i will get a chance to learn :) That would be nice. Hopefully i can get some posts in while i am there, and finding a fun guy there would also be nice.
Take Care
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